The Mind of Deni and its confusion

are some people meant to walk alone and aimlesly only being an insignificant meaning to so many people, a minor detail in so many pictures?

but at the same time people make a difference where they least notice it...wierd stuff i dunno...

soo yer
im learning nerd language off Cain and lee :P and alex yay so i think by the end of holidays i might be typing in 1337 C4U53 im a nerd ahaha

and i have a cool new friend Mat :) i met him a couple of weeks back he's real gud looking and real nice :)and yeh i been talking to him a bit :P he wants to play video games with me haha oh yeh i can;t wait prolly gon play like next week!!!

on the 13th i have a gig in Castle hill for my friend Tims band wich will be fucking rad cause yer it will be ahaha
woah im an idiot...

Awww i miss my Lee soo much st00pid nz :(

and to think she's going to move there at the end of the year and leave us all behind man
sucks
:(

oh i have my resumes printed up *yay* looks like ill be gonig with cain to get my piercing done *yay*

oh man
i'm so sik of taffys emo spazes i've had the last of his bullshit
thats all i saying lawl
just sick of it
:)


i miss Miles heaps he's in spain atm
and we're on 'break' last conversation i had with him just makes me want to sit and dwell on it for hours god why'd he have to leave on a note like that :(
it breaks my heart but i totaly understand why it's hapnen :) anyway
i don't want to be all emo:P

i am talking to lee on msn at haha and im so happy for her she's more inlove and happy than i've ever seen her :)

she's become so much more understaning and mature in so many ways since she started seeing doug :P i know she doens;t think it but it's true :)

oh man i'm to kiama next week oh yeh ahahahaha im staying at kanids place *yay* i finaly meeting callum and dan and jack and ADAM and all those other persons haha

man i need batteries for my camera loike sersly gaynesS

i feel really lost atm in my head space in my life unaware of where i stand in society or with in myself

oh man

the last week
just about everyone i've spoken to about miles has said that any guy who has me is lucky to have me and that i am pretti(i think they lie) and that i have a great personality and that i'm so easy to get along with

man thats so nice to hear from people i have to be honest it really gives me hope. and yeh haha


lalalalala

nawww
ok
i should stop being lil emo bitchly and go to sleep :P
tho i can;t sleep even when i'm tierd haha
:P